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Savannah Outen Official Goodbyes Video

2008-07-20T21:39:00.001+08:00

2008-06-04T18:04:00.005+08:00

i have decided to abandon blogger and move to livejournal. please update your links! thank you :D

http://fishnfries.livejournal.com/

2008-06-03T23:26:00.006+08:00

i'm watching segments of a show on youtube which originated from America. this episode shows people who have outrageous phobias. there's people who are afraid of balloons, mustard, cotton balls, jello, pickles, chickens, peaches.. and the audience mocks them :( i know it sounds funny but if you see their reaction when they even see pictures or come close to their phobia, i feel v sad for them :/

everyone has our own phobias!

i've got a phobia of clowns, ghosts. for the latter, i guess i don't have to say much. just prefer not to deal with the unknown i guess.. it scares me! clowns, well.. especially those with full make- up. you never know who's the face or person behind it. i discovered this in disneyland when i was 5 :(

care to share yours?
i find this an interesting topic :D

2008-06-02T18:46:00.009+08:00

dreamt of (inserts name) for the past 3 consecutive nights.

what's going on with me? probably just craving for a sense of familiarity.

2008-06-02T13:20:00.002+08:00

the beauty of life and nature (:

2008-06-01T17:15:00.002+08:00

It's like I've forgotten who I am.

***

I'll never forget the period from end of sec 2 to mid of sec 3. It was as though my life had unfolded before me even though I was not directly involved in the happenings.

2008-06-01T00:03:00.007+08:00

finally. here's a place where i can type and say whatever I want freely, to a large extent anyway. (: sometimes with my classmates I just don't feel like talking and will simply listen. listen to them talk and of course, act as well :P

one reason i miss my girls so much is because in their company, i feel at extremely at ease and i know that anything on my mind can be shared with them! :} I want to have a sleepover. bah. our timing all aren't really able to meet. And it seems like a long time since i've met jamie the busybee (though kong told me it is long since it's been one & a half months alr).

anyway, i had my first common test paper today which is ITR and it was a flashback to geography and economics. the questions asked would have been right in place in an O level geog paper!! :D it's also because of this that i feel quite uncertain about the type of marks I will receive cause i had failed geog for an entire year before finally starting to grasp the technique of writing and passing it in sec 4. afraid that the same thing will happen with ITR since the format is similar.

just burnt of half of the day watching 恶作剧2吻. i can't help myself! the moment i start watching it, i won't stop till it's time to sleep. this is very bad. must stop this kind of behaviour! =( having this peculiar feeling now from watching the show. they portray their love as something that really grew with time and would last for an eternity + they cannot seem to live without each other. in reality, does this actually exsist? i'm highly apprehensive because what i've seen in life has told me otherwise. oh well.

i need to find focus and direction D:

2008-05-28T15:28:00.020+08:00

01. ~~BCOMM session 1, group discussion board~~
02. ~~BCOMM session 2, e-mail to ms maya on learning points~~
03. ~~FMM individual assignment for e-learning week~~
04. ~~MIEC quiz on chapter 7, perfect competition~~
05. ~~ITR tutorial- question C (do as group)~~
06. ~~MIEC tutorial - question 3 (do as group)~~
07. ~~CATS personal reflection!~~
08. ~~FMM go through e-learning lecture slides~~
09. ~~ITR go through lecture slides~~
10. ~~BSTATS tutorial 4~~

11. FMM individual assignment submit hard copy by 3/6/08
12. BSTATS go through electure slides
13. BSTATS 3 tutorial qns & bring to class.

2008-05-28T00:47:00.006+08:00

梁靜茹 - 會呼吸的痛

FLY AWAY - Fish Leong

梁靜茹's one of my favourite chinese female singers around! i think that her voice is amazing- full of emotion, sweet, clear, well controlled & pleasant to the ears. plus her songs can be picked up easily and are nice to sing along to (:

those looking for emo songs, her's might just be for you as well. anyway, i'll be off to sleep. have totally no idea what my plans are for tomorrow. hopefully i'll be able to grab someone to have lunch with! :D

i miss kong, poon, tan very much! :(

2008-05-26T21:45:00.003+08:00

hello earthlings! e-learning week represents sadness. we're made to stay home (or out of school/lectures/tutorials) and to do all our work online in mel (mobile e-learning), the portal which is our best friend and check on practically everyday! there's more work to be done than on normal school days :0

i'm listening to a 1 hour lecture voice-over. it's really boring :( i prefer actual lectures though they're twice as long. boooo. so much work to do, so little done. and they all constitute to 5% per module for this week! wow so important!

TRM year ones went to suntec convention centre in the morning for an excursion. it was very short, only lasted for 1 hour but quite informative i guess. at least we now know what the convention halls/ballrooms/meeting rooms/etc look like so yeap. (:

went to kbox with purdey, cab, chia yin, seetoh after having lunch with TR03. we were v high at the beginning! haha. pretty fun overall cause i missed singing :'( hope to go with the rest of the class in the near future!

kay, i'll be back to my school work. grooming workshop + more project work tomorrow. till then, byebye!!!!

2008-05-25T10:55:00.003+08:00

Your personality type:
People-oriented and fun-loving, they make things more fun for others by their enjoyment. Living for the moment, they love new experiences. They dislike theory and impersonal analysis. Interested in serving others. Likely to be the center of attention in social situations. Well-developed common sense and practical ability.

Careers that could fit you includes:
Actors, painters, comedians, adult entertainers, sales representatives, teachers, counselors, social workers, child care, fashion designers, interior decorators, consultants, photographers, musicians, human resources managers, clerical supervisors, coaches, factory supervisors, food service workers, receptionists, recreation workers, religious educators, respiratory therapists.

try out the quiz HERE ! taken from cabgu (:

2008-05-25T02:18:00.008+08:00

please let later go smoothly and pleasantly. i love and miss you still,

2008-05-23T23:45:00.005+08:00

today i shall blog about.. vesak day! what was supposed to be a class/group outing turned out to consist of only 3 people :/ joan had initally suggested the day before that we go to minds cafe to eat and play games (sounds like NP's game rooms, haha) but she somehow didn't turn up on the day itself! the 3 of us present then decided to go to haji lane..

where else can you find such quirky stuff? (:
beautifully painted walls,
cool signages,
picture of a spotted dog alongside a spotted lamp..
and weird reflections!
an 'artistic shot'
an even more artistic shot
JT and wenbin (: i just realised that we're wearing inverted colours :P
meowww.
can you guess who they are?
JT and edison! painting.
i think that it's a very interesting picture :D
oriental (:
i like how the focus is on the small woven baskets on top!

okay, this is all that i have for now. there's still alot more pictures which we took at suntec city but i'm v tired already. quite unbelievable that common tests are starting next saturday! feels like school has only just started and here we are, having (quite) major exams already. happy holidays to those who are enjoying the start of the june holidays! [:

2008-05-21T22:19:00.007+08:00

i really think that i should be eating healthier. should be consuming more veggies and fruits (i know that they are good for me!), more carbohydrates and drinking more liquids, namely water. haven't been eating enough rice lately and this has caused me to be hungry very quickly after i've finished my meal. just ate my dinner at around 8.20 but my stomach's already growling now at 10.20. Is it normal for food to digest so fast?

plus, i realised that i get light-headed and giddy when i feel hungry, which is happening a lot recently. oh and not to mention, easily angered. cause as the saying goes, "a hungry man is an angry man". yeah, i'm a man!

2008-05-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

oh my. there's a chinese version of geek in the pink playing on 93.3FM right now and it sounds very bad. the base music is exactly the same as the english version's some more! the song sounds so much better done by jason mraz! someone tell this chinese guy that no one can understand what he's singing..

2008-05-20T11:11:00.002+08:00

headache! :(

2008-05-18T19:39:00.004+08:00

hokay, i'll blog about yesterday. after the class photobucket was set up, i've got so much pictures to blog about! anyway, for our tutorial, we had to go to town to take a look at 3 exhibitions/road shows then answer the questions given for them. most of TR03 met up and we managed to take a look at them. lunch was fun, eating boxed lunch by the roadside with people who walked by staring at us :P but it was very warm & sunny!

the exhibition in paragon was pretty crap. the guy wouldn't entertain our questions or us for that matter, and promptly told us to leave the area. (okay, he told us not to sit there which is equivalent to leaving right?) the sony & NTUC fairs were lots better.

caught made of honour after our work was done. it was a pretty funny show & i couldn't help but laugh out loud till the extent that oliver kept turning to look at me weirdly (i'm not sure if it's about the popcorn also). however, i feel that it wasn't touching enough. i love romance comedies! :)

oligu is a bad photographer! 3 out of 7 of us had our eyes closed!!! D:
matt looking satisfied with his food!
cab, purdey, jt, wenbin, gladys.
boongu likes this picture cause her faces looks round :)
group photo! lamgu's face is partially concealed.

2008-05-17T22:45:00.006+08:00

class photos from uniform day. i think that i was successful! we didn't really feel awkward cause we were in a large group the entire time. cab even commented that she felt like she was back at PAE during the lecture cause of our uniforms. hahaha.

our trademark action, the double twists.
jianfei covering his face as usual.

candid shot i think. so many funny things going on at the same time! :}

in the lecture theatre. we attracted quite abit of attention there. in the games room at ourspace before we played taboo.

this is during Bcomm lesson, after our groups have finished presenting our e-mail. played with purdey's webcam instead of listening to others present..

introducing.. cab (in JJ shirt), beigu/JT (with blurry twist), purdey (closed eyes)

one more time! act cool eh.

JT: bang bang! cab: i'm wearing 2 watches, can you tell? (:

acting ghostly.

POP ART :D

we're glowingggg.

colourpencil. why's my face so dark? :/

superpeople!

my favourite shot :)

comic book effect.

MIRROR IMAGE!

HAHAHHAHAHA. i think the photo is damn funny.

poodey managed to kiss herself! :O

JT being hiao. beigu don't so vain lah!

putting these 2 up because i think that oliver looks hilarious. couldn't stop laughing when i first saw these pictures! taken using edison's webcam in microecons tutorial.

from uniform day itself, but this is after lessons and the girls have changed out of our uniforms. experimented using edigu's webcam. his has more effects than purdey's!

edison in white, ellis in yellow, beigu in green, wenbin in orange.

see! beigu likes to act, ALOT!

gasp! i look like oligu! head so round!

long hands. hahah coolzxz man.

ALIENS.

blue, purple, pink :)

lastly, here are 2 class photos we took on wednesday with our microecons tutor. he's a very amusing person.

2008-05-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

i suddenly feel glad to be a girl cause i don't need to style my hair and don't need to jio other girls. HAHAHAH. :D

2008-05-16T00:06:00.007+08:00

i really love TR03! :D it's pretty amazing how us idividuals managed to click with each other so well, forming a class. here are 2 of the photos from today- uniform day! (: there are alot more photos to come but i've got to rest already. goodnight!

formal shot
supposedly pai kias. look at the guys! their poses are pretty funny :P

2008-05-15T00:03:00.006+08:00

photos are from our ice-cream session at island creamery yesterday (: i love webcams! had loads of fun taking the pictures, haha. i feel that today's MIEC tutorial was really useful. finally understand how to calculate elasticity + i managed to grasp its overall concept!! (after taking it for Os too, omg.)

anyway, i'm feeling hungry and tired. better be off to bed soon! tomorrow will be another day full of activities. TR03 will be wearing our secondary school's uniform! just realised that i lost my tie :/ this is saddening!

2008-05-13T20:38:00.007+08:00

wenbin + seetoh

(she was attempting to be paul twohill, i don't know why) cabrina & purdey
look at the guy between them! scary huh. my webcam's too slow..
few weeks ago, during FMM tutorial.

starring (from left:) seetoh, bei gu, joan.

sing a sad song, to make it better. i don't like making myself feel upset over nothing. but that's exactly what i've been doing recently :/

2008-05-13T00:07:00.006+08:00

i will be going for the iDARE camp!! my dad agreed to let me go! :D wahaha. exciting :) anyone else confirmed to be attending it as well?

bstats tutorial today was cancelled for unknown reasons. jonas lee didn't appear as our lecturer for the lecture later on as well. met some of the TR03 people for early lunch at upper bukit timah road. okay, i can't spell the actual road name! cheong chin nam road? hahaha. i'll go figure out the spelling next time! we had chicken rice & cab, matt and i were pretty much the only ones actively eating the white chicken. why does everyone else prefer roasted chicken?!

the plate of roasted chicken quite cool. got potato chips beside the meat and the plate was somewhat elevated.

anyway, cheer up joan! don't sad liao. when you sad, all of us around you also feel unhappy :(

(candid shot)
and.. happy birthday bingxin! :D you're finally 17! i can't believe i'm older than you, cause you feel like an elder brother to me. hahaha (:

2008-05-12T01:21:00.004+08:00

i sometimes wish that my character would mellow out. that i'm not such a short tempered person, and be more focused on the things that i should be doing and not what i want to do. i wonder, did i make a wrong choice in choosing my course? what if i graduate with results which are very lousy cause i can't pick myself up to study? have faith, have confidence, have self-discipline. stop thinking about stuff that i shouldn't be. focus.

happy mother's day. happy, i'm not.

2008-05-11T00:15:00.008+08:00

the sun above my head disappeared! :( as i sat the bus home just now, i was watching maggie and me on tv mobile. And i sat there thinking.. and thinking.. the more things i thought about, the sadder i became -___-" i'm unable to articulate how i'm feeling now. can't put my emotions into words. jam poon kong! i miss you guys! in the library also can't talk as freely as we want to luh :/ let's all have a heart-to-heart chat. hahaha.

2008-05-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

meet the spartans is a very dumb movie. my brother made me watch it on my laptop with him and i fall asleep T_T oh, i really feel like the world (or at least singapore) is such a small place! everyone seems to know each other- my pri school mates know my poly friends, pple from work are in the same school, etc. they're just everywhere :D [maybe it's simply NP, i'm not too sure]

BA_comm today was not bad :) the seniors were all very high and i hope that i'll be able to make good friends from this cca cause that's what all the seniors claimed. the camp would be june, which is still quite some time later. activities were pretty fun too so it was a good experience overall!

went to have lunch at botak jones with joan, gladys and edison after that. i think the food was better previously :/ we sat there and talked for a really long time. made alot of noise. hahaha. my classmates rock :D

2008-05-09T19:03:00.004+08:00

is it wrong it take up 2 ccas? to me, it isn't cause one is event based so i only have to attend it occasionally whilst the other has sessions weekly. but it's only once a week so i don't quite see how it's taking up too much of my time. urgh. my dad keeps bugging me about it + dropping very strong hints for me to quit one/ both :(

2008-05-08T23:34:00.005+08:00

webcam(ed) on presentation day, hence the collared shirt. quirky picture stolen off the FMM slidei'm feeling pretty tired now. shall go sleep very very soon. thank goodness there aren't any normal lessons on friday, only S&W (sports and wellness) and CATS (creativity and thinking skills). will be ending school at around 12noon (: i think i need a friday 'partner', someone to meet up with to do work or something. else, i'll go home to sleep!

right, i'll have to be up very early tomorrow!! goodnight :D

2008-05-07T23:01:00.005+08:00

came home today to find that i was the earliest and guess what, i couldn't find my keys! (still don't know where they are now, urgh). left my stuff bag by the front door and i walked to my tuition teacher's house cause my brother was having lessons there. got his keys and took a bus to the market and bought KFC for dinner before walking back home.

inline skating tomorrow. hope that the weather would be kind this time round :) i've waited a pretty long time for this! hahah. really think that picking up stuff on rollerblades is harder than on ice-skates. will be bringing my blades tmr to school. so many things to carry, i think i'll just carry a backpack.

i've watched step up 2!!! can you feel my excitement? :D nice show, though the first one was better. the freestyle dancing sure was a feast for the eyes (: hehe.

2008-05-06T22:14:00.004+08:00

had my first official graded presentation today and it was pretty much a flop. half of the class presented & the average grade we got was a C! :0 now who said that poly was easy?

i've really got to buck up on my content, the stuff i said for the interview sounded so mediocre & shallow compared to what some my peers had presented. i shall wave today goodbye with a huge sigh of relief cause the pressure's now off my shoulders.. and on to the next batch of students presenting on thursday! :)

the ITR tutorial drove my group mad & stressed out in a in a 'i don't understand what the question is asking from us' kind of way. so glad that we've completed it already! hopefully tmr's tutorial will go smoothly as well & that the tutor won't be picking on the nitty gritty stuff that we ourselves can't find the answer to :/

i've got to rush through all my work now. it's tutorial day again tomorrow! from tonight onwards, i'll ensure that i retire for the day by 12am. need the energy to get going!

2008-05-04T22:39:00.007+08:00

i'm yours by jason mraz. this song is stuck in my head for an entire day already, since i stumbled upon a video of him performing it live at a concert. the more i listen to it, the better it sounds! (:

oh. and i've finally finished watching e zuo ju zhi wen! it took me about 4 months to finally finish watching it. hahaha. moved on to the second series of this show. joe cheng looks very handsome with his new hairstyle! :0 i've always preferred guys to have short hair :D heehee.

'cause i'm suddenly feeling nostalgic. my favourite pictures from the past 1 - 2 years (: i'm missing commonwealth secondary & the cross country team. and not forgetting the tuition crew. lovely memories from all of you! :D

2008-05-03T22:01:00.004+08:00

ZOMG. i haven't thought of what imaginary job i want to "apply for", for my presentation on tuesday!!! and apparently, we were supposed to e-mail our tutors about our choice by the end of 2nd week (which was a week ago i think). it's not easy alright! we have to talk about our current education status and job experience!! 0.0

anyway, went to the library to study with zhenning & yihui earlier on today :D it feels quite weird sometimes cause i don't have any heart-to-heart matters to talk about nowadays. but i enjoy listening to them cause it usually means juicy gossip :P

ah well. all the best for your tests you guys! (haha. seem to be having it every week huh?) and it was a pity jamie wasn't around but she's preoccupied with touch rug! till next time!

2008-05-02T19:39:00.008+08:00

happy belated labour day! (:

the 4 of us had a mini TR03 outing ytd. hehee. and i've got to get prepared now to leave the house for dinner + movie with family! :D

edited/
reached home at 1 plus today (school ended at 12pm) and slept till dinner time. i woke up just as my dad reached home and he brought us out to watch ironman! muahaha. it's a damn exciting show but i'm afraid that it's too action packed for me. i was curled up in a ball in the cinema seat, covering my eyes and ears -__- but it's highly recomended for guys who love their machines + those who looove action movies!

anyway, i'm having a headache now (might be due to all the sleep) but i'll have to retire for the night. pictures up another day! GOODNIGHT.

2008-04-29T18:17:00.005+08:00

qi'en and i in the school library (:part of TR03 :D at lunchtime.
it's tutorial day again tomorrow. i've still got much work unfinished; ITR, FMM, MIEC. basically everything. hur. wish me the best of luck! i'm already quite tired from staying up late every night, doing idk what :/ blame myself. boooooo.

2008-04-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

and...

2008-04-27T02:48:00.008+08:00

i chanced upon some old photos that my family took on our last trip overseas together and i'm reduced to tears. how could so much change so quickly, so fast? it was from this trip that everything went downhill. i don't dare to talk about the past now, it's sort of becoming taboo. i hate this feeling. i hate being restricted in my emotions & thoughts.

urgh. my head hurts. imma mess of tears&mucus. it will always be a sore point for me. no matter how much time has passed. no matter how everything looks as though it's okay on the surface. i feel so empty inside. even this place i'm staying at now is not even my home. you can't simply erase 15+ years of memories just by telling yourself that they doesn't exist anymore.

2008-04-27T01:41:00.006+08:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
26.

2. How many children do you want?
2 or 3! more the merrier but expenses are higher too.

3. What I want the most now?
enjoy my time in poly, make more friends and graduate with good grades

4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
i haven't decided if i want to be a career woman or a stay-at-home mum :/

5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
to find a good husband to marry.

6. What are you afraid to lose now?
my family first & foremost, and my friends secondly.

7. Do you believe in being in love forever?
not really. i admit, i'm rather cynical about this.

8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
i might. but then again, i've not actually loved anyone other than my family in that way.

9. How strong (in your heart) can you be?
i have a heart of steel! haha. actually, i don't quite get what the qn is asking.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
good character, able to communicate well, one i can have a good time with, no addictions to anything, pleasant looking, love & trust.. i could go on all day! =)

11. Which type of person do you hate most?
i get fairly irritated by all kinds of weird stuff but don't hate anything.
and have not experienced hatred for anyone till this point so i don't know.

12. Do you cherish every single one of your friendship?
yup. though there are times i can get rather lazy and...

13. Have you been betrayed by any of your friend?
to feel betrayed yes, but to be actually betrayed (as in actions) i don't think so.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
contentment & happiness :D

15. Roughly, how much of an age gap would you want to have between you and your husband?
hopefully he won't be younger or much older than me :)

16. What do you want your friend to be like?
easy-going, be present, click with me!!

17. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
a good one whom they genuinely like.

18. If you have a chance to change, which part of your character would you like to change? my short temper! it leads to fustration, easy irritation, fustration and all things you can imagine! it contributes to my messy table too as i don't have much patience.

19. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
proabaly my dad. haha.

20. Who will be the first five people you'd wanna apologise to if you're on your deathbed one day? heard of the lyrics, "it's too late to apologise"?

8 others tagged:
qi en
yanlin
renee
karying
metinee
celestine
joanna
my class people. though i doubt any of them will see this =X

2008-04-26T20:36:00.008+08:00

credits to blacktigergrrrl

feeling kind of stressed up now, looking at my ITR homework. ITR stuff asks alot more from us than the tutorials from other modules. do i want to go to the pasar malam to get stuff? not in the mood to. and it's so damn warm now. i don't want to go work tomorrow, don't want to don't want to. oh wth is going on? moodiness kills.

plus, with friends who do their work somewhat overzealously whilst i'm struggling to finish all my tutorials in time, i feel pretty bad about myself :0 and take a look at my business stats textbook (the only one i bought). it's freaking thick and heavy.

SAD RIGHT.

2008-04-26T00:49:00.006+08:00

okay, this is an overdue entry from 12 april! (: the girls and i went out in a bid to celebrate my 17th birthday early. thanks so much for the meal my dearies! :D and i enjoy the time spent with all of you! thank you for taking the time out for me!!

blue person, jamie.
yellow person, zhenning.
pink printed dress person, yihui.
white person, myself.

****

they're thinking. haha. so cute la! and this is an unposed candid shot! (:
i really like this photo! =D
super KONG!
tan: bang bang!!
kong: hahahaha =P
my cake of the day! birthday fruit cake :D so pretty!
i attempted to cut it & sent the fruits flying instead :/
yihui with jamie's card.
jam with zhenning's card & zhenning with yihui's card.
disgusting ice-cream
hello there!!
we're ready to 'cook' our ice-cream!!!
kong: "nah! give you!!"
ice-cream snowperson.
cakee.
sushi = yum.
jamie attempting to hide behind the veil of steam
:O
huhuhu!
paparazzi in action!
left = liver, right = mushroom. kong can't tell 'em apart!
juice???
heheheex

2008-04-25T23:52:00.015+08:00

feeling really restless now :( baddd.

went for ice-skating's trial session today. it was pretty alright, as we managed to learn some new stuff like t-brake and i think i've successfully mastered my left crossovers. hahaha. quite sorry to say this but we felt quite neglected by the senior teaching us. he would demo to us, then disappear soon after. pretty disappointed about this actually.

as such, i'm not sure if i should join up as a member and it isn't easy to gauge against inline skating cause the next inline's actual training is next next week. how?!

also, i find ice-skating a quite a solitary sport in the sense that most aim for perfection & would train by themselves. what happens to those who have nothing to do? haha. if you have no goal/ particular trick/ actions to master, it simply wouldn't be fun anymore. however, the feeling of gliding about on ice is wonderful, there's no doubt about that.

maybe i'm too used to team sports already and this feels quite peculiar. see crossers, i still love you guys the most!

it's not good to be unsure of what i want :(( where does my passion lie?

2008-04-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

i feel shitty. my nose won't stop dribbling mucus :( stuffed up chest. can't breathe properly. might have to resort to sleeping with tissue stuck up my nostrils. but i can't go to school like that tomorrow, obviously. save me!

2008-04-23T00:51:00.006+08:00

phew. managed to finish my tutorials (: the micro econs one is quite difficult! didn't expect it cause i thought that i was quite well versed in economics already. key word is thought. and apparently not. i can't even figure out the PPF diagram properly. shoot me please.

there wasn't even a need to read up on the 14 pages of articles for the FMM work and i feel kind of cheated for sitting here and spending so much time reading them :/ i need to buy many things: thumbdrive, folder/file, stapler, slippers. think that i can get them from the co-op in school. except for slippers. the ones they sell not nice :X

oh & i think my grandpa burned his tv. not sure why, could be due to turning on the volume too loud everytime he uses it. the entire 2nd floor is filled with an awful chaotah smell which is quite smelly. 0___0

2008-04-22T20:50:00.006+08:00

i'm sick! :( this is the 2nd year that i've fallen sick just before nationals. flu, sorethroat and headache [which i suspect is fever, or fever waiting to break out] urgggh. you can just imagine how wonderful i feel right now. right, on top of the world not.

haha. i was feeling quite happy that there isn't any tutorial for FMM (fundamentals of mice mgt) but then there's 14 pages of articles to read!!! and more than an article per page for some, mind you. and the articles are all talking about the same/similar thing. PLUS, i just found out that we have to attempt some questions after we finish reading all those! omg :(

wednesdays are terrible- all tutorials!! depressing.

cooperate, my body. i must get well before thursday! i shall drag myself to do homework now. take care, all! and good luck for nationals tomorrow, my dear cross country juniors :D JIAYOU!!

2008-04-21T22:31:00.006+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!! haven't seen my brother since the cookie post right? here he is now! (:

he was waving his arms about, thus the blurry hands.and this obviously isn't my bro lah. it's my nails (: fortune teller in a bottlejust shake it and a coloured stick tells your fortune!

anyway, i only managed to get one picture of him cause when i asked him to smile, he ran away :/ the potter puppet pals video just made my day! "The Mysterious Ticking Noise", search youtube if you want to watch! it's cool. haha. & i still watch the 'Achmed the dead terrorist' video once in a while as well! won't get sick of it though it can already be memorised (:

the keypads of my lappie's getting rather oily :( need to clean them soon with a slighty soapy cloth i think. hoping for the first inline skating practice to start sooner. they haven't contacted me yet! :X but don't think that i'll continue dancesport in the meantime.

oh! concerning wednesday. crossers, i won't be able to make it in time for nationals! i'm so sorry :( really want to go but lesson ends at 4pm and there's a tea reception from 4.30pm to 5.30pm. plus, botanical gardens is so far away! would be able to meet up for dinner though. will contact you guys about this. hopefully you will all be free!!

2008-04-19T21:36:00.004+08:00

urgh! i think my brain has stopped functioning for homework. i've this one-page report to write and i just can't think! focus wenbin! i must complete it tonight. must must. don't want my work to snowball!

i received my f21 stuff already! :D went to the post office to pick it up earlier today. i'm a happy girl! okay, i'll be back to my homework now. still have to go for work tomorrow, which means that my free time will gone :( have a good weekend matez!.

2008-04-18T22:46:00.006+08:00

urghhh. guess what i chose for sports & wellness elective! soccer. worried that i might not be able to stick it out for the entire semester :/ and my dad exclaimed that it was too 'man' for me. hahahah. i'll try my best, really!! (:

feeling rather tired right now. had a bbq at west coast park with fellow teen titans (: i'd like to thank the seniors for organising this outing! hehe. though not many people turned up, it was still fun. the satay was very good too! =P

my last lesson of the day today ended at 12pm and basically, there was alot of time till we had to gather for this bbq in school. hung out with a few css people at ourspace@71, then went to the school library to look for carina & puiyoong where we watched a movie called big fat liar. really funny show.

after that, the 3 of us went up to the 4th floor of the library to find celestine, renee and darren. we played shithead taidee (same as asshole daidee) on the floor and made alot of noise la. but the other library users weren't actually studying so it was fine (:

i find the library very nice [: there are "booths" where you can watch dvds with your friends, lots and lots of spaces&tables for studying and laptop usage, private rooms which students can book, a each-a-cup drink stall, lots of books... but the thing is, the 1st floor has a weird smell of waffles lingering in the air. which definitely is strange O_O

anyway, i owe 2 people money $_$. must remember to return the money eh! and many textbooks need to be bought as well. expensive!! and baba, thanks for lending me your laptop to watch videos just now in the afternoon! hope that the NP-CSS tea reception went well :) have got some regrets missing it.

2008-04-16T00:01:00.008+08:00

hah. i'm super tired! just reached home from fetching ah gong back from airport, terminal 3. it's very big & spacious!! but pretty empty also. cause there was rather little people there :/

i don't have any lessons tomorrow! will be going to the library to complete my tutorials, then going to see if can get more clothes as well (: lessons have been alright so far; rather interesting. might be due to the fact that everything's new and fascinating but i'm quite sure this will die off. hehe.

oh & there're so many bpps (bukit panjang pri) people under school of business & accountancy that it's quite amazing :) in the teen titans performing group alone there was 4 out of around 20+ of us. coincidence!

think that i've decided on the cca that i want to join but not really confirmed yet. quite scared that i'll make a wrong decision and end up feeling damn sian in the end. we'll see how things go (:

this year's birthday was the most uneventful one i've ever had (on the actual day itself). aw. oh and my mum just wished my happy birthday, 2 days late. i thought she had clean forgotten. still, i did enjoy hanging out with [kong,jam,hui] on saturday & [bx,adrian,swelwin,zhiying,siew] on sunday. thanks so much you guys! xie xie ni men :D

all the pictures i've taken from mr G's wedding on saturday 12/4/08 is at the four-two class blog! head on over there to take a look at them if you want to :D can't be bothered to re-upload them all here =S

teen titans grp 10 + our senior buddies:

& the teen titans performance grp + pageant contestants!

2008-04-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

i've got 24 + 47 + 63 = 134 photos to upload! from bAoc, mr G's wedding and outing with jam&kong&hui. they're taking damn long to upload onto photobucket :/ will need several days to process them all.

thank you girls for a very good afternoon today! :D the ice-cream making portion was super funny. hehe. and the fruit "cake" was memorable! love you all! i'll update next time (:

2008-04-09T21:44:00.003+08:00

i'm tired! :O just finished my dinner upon reaching home.. bAoc ended at 8.30pm. omg. it was quite weird in the beginning when we all first assembled at the student plaza. it really was a "hello, i'm wenbin and from commonwealth sec.. you?" kind of intro we gave each other :/

today's weather was perfect for suntanning (i.e. super warm!). thank goodness it'll be shorts instead of jeans tmr :) literally melted in the sun..

meeting up at 8.15am tmr. it's so early! i've not been up at that kind of timing since O levels i think. anw, after dancing for a few hours, my whole body's aching :( oh and i'm glad to know that my fellow coursemates are really nice people. yay! i shall go shower now & think of ways to find more orange clothing to wear tmr. byebye!

2008-04-08T23:15:00.005+08:00

heh. i like this pic :)caizhen and myself (:
caizhen, zhiying & i (:
haircut.
yesterday was my off day and went to kbox along with caizhen & zhiying :D singing with caizhen is really fun cause she was damn high and we managed to melodise (he ying) ! super nice :) really don't mind going together again sometime soon. hehe.

will be having a break from work frm today onwards + i feel v happy about it! bAoc tmr! have to wear orange shirt and the only one i have is the 4/2 class tee :/ so i'll be wearing it :D

2008-04-05T23:56:00.004+08:00

the medication's making me feel kind of woozy... and it causes me to have headaches (some weird tight feeling in head). this is quite sad considering that i still have to go to work :/

my brain feels rather dead, should cause of the medicine i've taken. so sorry for the lack of useful updates! life will be alot more interesting when school starts & that's practically promised. oh & my new specs are done already, ready for collection. so fast! it took only 1 day (:

and.. i haven't received my bAoc [orientation camp] letter yet! why why! am going to give them a call if i've not gotten it by monday cause everyone else seems to have received theirs already. till then, bye.

2008-04-04T17:19:00.006+08:00

oh what a day. firstly, i want to complain. i've got pills to swallow!! O_O and i can't swallow them. urgh. went to the polyclinic in the morning for undisclosed reasons (pertaining to health of course). the doc examined me and decided to give me antibiotics, along with painkillers and something to stop the swelling and inflammation. the capsules are quite big & i'm feeling damn scared about having to consume them :(

okay, my dad just reminded me again to take (/eat) my medicine. feel like puking already just thinking about it :'(

SAVE MEEEEEE. please!!!

2008-04-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

omg. so exciting! we got our timetable already! can't wait for school to start :D

2008-03-29T22:40:00.005+08:00

The aroma of the bbq chicken downstairs is beckoning to me. Tempted to run downstairs to eat it straightaway, but I’ve got to shower first :/

I think it’s quite amazing. It took me 10min to reach home just now! Wooh. feel like playing more mahjong (:

***
Anyway, went over to derrick's house along with perry, calvin and (later on,) chingjun. played mahjong and stuff. they tried teaching me how to play bridge but failed. all in all, the day was rather well spent :D it's near my home as well which is great. hahah.

didn't go to funorama in the end cause large crowd was expected to turn up & didn't quite feel like it.

oh and there was a spree conducted so i tried to sign up for it but it took me too long to decide what i wanted and in the end, the spree closed w/o me! :( this happened previously also. omgg. so now, i saved the template with the stuff i want. can post quickly next time! :P

2008-03-29T00:40:00.002+08:00

i feel like getting another wallet (again)! one long enough so that my notes won't get bent. hahah. a pouch-like thing would be fine too. having a headache now. bah.

prolly meeting up with perry and calvin tmr. wooh. but i can't really think now and don't know how to sort out the meeting (time, location, things to do, etc) :/

2008-03-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

moving neither forward nor backward. i'm rather serious about quitting my work. it's ridiculous that they keep adding on the number of days! Really. I’m going to give my sales rep a call tomorrow morning and hopefully it’ll go my way (: looking to reduce the number of days for the time being. Need change :/

imagine?! I was stonning practically the entire day :( didn't manage to make many friends at OG, sadly. miss the times at isetan..

2008-03-24T13:12:00.009+08:00

this is just after his haircut. so handsome! :P
cookieeeez.
four-two class tee! i wear it to sleep :)
looking forward to this:

it was easter sunday yesterday and my dad played the easter bunny. heh. we did something we carried out years ago and my dad hid candy around the house (backyard and frontyard). my brother, claire and i hunted for them! wooh. my dad's very funny, he hid some m&m packets in the bushes! super fun! :D we were shrieking and running about like little kids.

2008-03-21T22:59:00.005+08:00

today sure is a weird day. it started off with me waking up at the time i was supposed to be starting work (10.30am) and of course, i was really late. reached only at 11.48am as travelling took up 1hr 10min!

anyway, as it's good friday today (public holiday), us promoters are entitled to 2x pay. which sounds really good! 1 day = $70! :D however, one must work the full 8-hours (at least) but since i reached late today and had to leave early at 6pm for dinner arrangements, i ended up earning only $25 instead of $70. plus, only at the normal pay rate. it's such a big difference okay! so wasted. bah. nevermind, i shouldn't harp too much on monetary issues. money not = everything. being happy and contented is more impt! (:

2008-03-20T18:27:00.010+08:00

monsterzzzztexture's like incredible hulk's skin!
can i eat it NOW?
honestly, he thinks a piece of biscuit can cover his face!

okay, so this is what i did to slave off the afternoon :D i baked! haha. first attempt! the cookies turned out looking like lil monsters in the first & second batch but did they taste nice :) my brother really enjoyed eating 'em.

come on ehhh. let time fly by faster! i want to attend camps, school, make friends, study, make good use of my laptop (instead of surfing the internet all day) and so much more!

i jsut realised that my brother's PE shirt changed from yellow to blue! (he bought new one lah). we really look alike meh?

***

playing with the webcam :P

2008-03-20T12:44:00.004+08:00

credits to mibwab

today's my off day again and i'm feeling incredibly bored :(

are there any places which i can go alone which doesn't cost (much) money? going to the library isn't entertaining me as much 'cause books are much harder to find nowadays, sadly.

i shall go play viwawa till i find an answer. bah.

2008-03-18T23:29:00.003+08:00

my lappie's fixed and windows vista's great :D made my blog's font alot larger cause everything looks so tiny and it's veh hard to read properly. ah. went to ngee ann this morning @ 8.40am and met up with qi'en before embarking on an excursion around the school (actually it was only 2 buildings, rawr.) took a super long time to get help and only managed to finish fixing + installing required software at 12noon.

sadly, will only be attending one camp in preparation for start of school- BA camp which is compulsary. the foc one is seriously quite a bother to sign up for :(

on a happier note, met up with zhi ying & bingxin for lunch at ri ben chun. it wasn't a very satisfying meal but the company was good :) yep, and after that we headed to the library to ~~read~~ use our laptops (except for zy who was reading magazines).

good night now! off to rest :P

2008-03-17T21:20:00.004+08:00

i got my new lappie! :D fujitsu. super light!

but it won't go to the homescreen when i turn it on, saying that there's some kind of error for windows. omg. going back to NP tmr to see what can be done about it. sad leh :( so now, i'm letting the battery charge and praying that it'll turn out alright. please don't die on me lappieeee!

random:
kay-you-zee-see-oh. kuzco kuzco, GOGO!

2008-03-15T00:47:00.005+08:00

woke up in the morning with a sore knee and it hurt pretty badly. was limping like an old person :( took the day off wok & went down to my uncle's clinic and had accupuncture done on my legs. yep.. just now, i applied some joint cream on my knee and stupidly went to rub my eye. it stung like crazy! :/

there's instant teh tarik at home now! i like d: i'm hungry now lah. haiyer.. shall sleep off the hunger.

one more month till school starts. still so long later!! ): no idea what notebook (laptop) to order. acer's the cheapest (and looks the chio-est) but practically everyone says that it's lousy ): how am i supposed to ask my mum to sponser my lappie when i'm not even contacting her now? it's like, talking to her simply to receive benefits and i hate this feeling. as though i'm making use of others eh.

plus, if i do call, she might suggest that i **** ** which i don't want lahhh.

2008-03-14T02:37:00.008+08:00

i'm feeling rather sore (emotionally) and i can't believe that i'm even the teeniest bit affected. is this natural? need to have more confidence & love myself more. none of my business anyway.

on another note, i miss my mum but am rather restricted in meeting her cause my dad doesn't encourage it & i don't wanna disappoint him either. feeling stressed out by all these little issues which might seem minute and insignificant to others but.. you might not be experiencing it + it's hard to put in words how this is. i really miss you :( and all the good times everyone had together.

why's life like this? taking away the good things from us all, leaving behind a scenario which seems to be laughing at us in our face.?

i lost quite a few things last year. not saying that there aren't others who are having it worse, but it sucks feeling like you're stuck in a rut, unable to move without upsetting anyone while feeling like an unhappy idiot yourself.

2008-03-13T01:23:00.006+08:00

Yesterday’s private sale was rather interesting :) I experienced a myriad of emotions such as anger, frustration, irritation, joy, and so on.. but notice that most of them are negative feelings? Hahah.

It was quite annoying cause I stood mostly at the place where the huge sales signs were & there were so many people bustling about that they (or their bags) would brush against my bottom/legs/bod, making me felt pretty violated. When it bothered me too much, I’d push the pple back. (those who know me better know that i hate being prodded. ie, poking, tapping)

Anyway, I ended work at 11.50pm after enduring a 12-hour plus shift, only to realise that there might not be any public transport to take me home! :O thankfully, I managed to catch the last train to marina bay and the last train to boon lay. Such a relief! Phew. my dad was so worried that i didn't pick up his phonecall at 11pm that he miss called me 20 times :S

Didn’t even realise that it was so late cause my watch did read 11+pm already but it didn’t feel late as the lights in OG were still very very brightly lit and there were many people still shopping!

Saw a number of familiar faces :D one of them is my ex-tuition teacher from JustMath. She remembers my name! cool yeah.

Alrighty, it’s time to rest. Have to report to work later on..
hungryyyy. craving for BBQ seafood and buffet :(

2008-03-10T00:14:00.004+08:00

it was a really good day yesterday! :D i think the only bad thing which happened was being late for work but it always happens, so it isn't a big deal :/

the time at work flew by rather effortlessly and i walked from OG orchard point to shaw house after that. stopped by paragon to look for agnes (and to tell her that we're relatives, or somewhat related. hahah) but in the end, she was hidden in the storeroom checkng stock. chatted with mf aunty then met up with some css-ians, namely samuel (samuek?), bahari (baba!), joanna and jolynn after that.

plans to watch L was shelved as it wasn't showing at shaw house. we headed to LJS @ FEP and chatted while eating. discussing about scandals from commonwealth was really interesting :) haha!

it was enjoyable & i must say, i miss my css buddies loads.

*. made a discovery and i don't really feel happy by it. hey, at least i'm showing emotion which i thought i was incapable of feeling! and thinking about stuff, which is good, cause it makes me feel more human-like :P

had expected it already but hearing it out loud increased the magnitude of it all & the truth hits harder. i really should be letting go of my emotions. maybe it's just the way it is? ignorance really is bliss.

all in all, i'm still a happy camper! no matter what happens.
it'll be an early day later on. off to rest now~

2008-03-08T02:10:00.003+08:00

"The Bottom Line
This frustrating pause in the action is a necessary stop on the path of your life.

In Detail
Things might not feel like they're moving along as quickly as you would like, which could cause a certain degree of fraying when it comes to your nerves, right now. But don't worry -- this pause in the action is a necessary stop along the way to where you want to go. If you are frustrated by a stalled relationship, remember that you two can come to a compromise without anyone feeling like they are sacrificing too much. Be open with what is most important to you -- no one can read your mind."

my horoscope reading from friendster.
haha.this is so true! somewhat. :/

oh. i'm in love with an adidas watch. it's from the fortitude series and it's such a beauty. black and lime green! what a combination! too bad it's for men. probably means the watch is too big for my skinny wrist :( the ladies' series only has pink which isn't as nice lah. it's prolly really expensive anyway. will try to check out the price at work.. heheh.

2008-03-07T11:39:00.009+08:00

i have an immense want to shop.

urghhhh. i'll go out on tuesday, yes i will! don't care if anyone refuses to go with meee. alrighty have to get ready for work. it's boringgg. i swear i'm gonna stay at the wagon's side and refuse to go back to the main counter if that aunty talks alot today. thank goodness for the other teenagers @ work :) hoping to hop by the library soon to borrow new books. my brain seems to be drying up :/

oh and happy birthday daddy! :D

2008-03-06T22:27:00.004+08:00

There’s this new aunty at work who irritates the hell outta me from the sarcastic way she speaks and the worst thing is, she doesn’t realise tt she's offending people. Oh my goshhhh. Cluelessness. So irritating ehhh.

I love going to the library! :D to borrow books (chick lit?) and do some quiet reading by myself. Anyone who wants to be my library khaki, tell me okay! :P

I feel so.. Uninteresting :(
Don’t think of much & my mind’s empty most of the time. Can school start faster? Bah. Mundane lifeeeee.

shall go online mahjong now!

2008-03-02T00:22:00.007+08:00

'lo. yesterday was a pretty nice day (:

woke up feeling as though it's christmas. HAHAH. cause the stuff i've been waiting for came through the mail and my dad brought them up to the room! the gojane stuff my sis ordered online arrived and i got my shoes & top! both of them fit! so happy :D i love the shoes. oh and they're not really expensive so yep, good!

the second thing which arrived in the mail was my enrolment package! was rather excited about it but in the end, it turned out to be a couple of forms to be filled out + some info. about the financial & scholarship stuff. what more could i have been expecting? =S oh well. will snail mail the forms back asap but i've got to take a passport sized photo first for my new ez-link card.

went for lunch at miss clarity cafe. not sure which branch i was at though (i only know that it's at the northern part of singapore). the food was not bad but the proportions were quite big! ate until we were v full. my dad drove us down to pierce reservoir where i tried to catch fish [with a leaf!] but failed miserably.

in the end, i managed to trap 2 snails :D saw little kids armed with hugge fishing nets and their arms were too short to reach the fish so it was rather funny! :/ i even coaxed a boy into lending me his green net but i failed to catch fish for him. hahah. ahwell. no luck.

after that, travelled to causeway point where my bro joined us and we had dinner before going home. (:

later on today,
i've got to go help my sis meet-up with those who ordered from her for the spree to pass them their boxes of shoes. think it's gonna be weird meeting several pple i've (prolly) never seen before.

P.S. itching to get a new phone but not sure which model to get! something with 5mp camera will be nice :)

2008-02-29T00:43:00.004+08:00

1) just remembered this. saw terrence cao at paragon that day! and constance song at orchard point :O wooh.

2) went to trim my hair after work just now! (:

3) 3 consecutive off days from tmr onwards. nothing to do eh! i'm gonna visit the library tmr, but that's about it. anyone who wants me to hang out with you, message me. thanks :)

4) awaiting poly enrolment package to arrive in the mail. bah. when is it comingggg? :/

2008-02-26T23:54:00.009+08:00

IKEA trip (:

5 hundred dollar chair! (look at my dad's hand) my sister,
is enjoying the ice-cream. yummyyyy!
courts. follow the yellow brick road.
bro: pretending to shower.
bro: in (literally) a chair built for little kids

shiok!

***

zhenning's birthday

kong the clown (:
bday wishes from fishnco.BALLOON! shot of the day :D

here are the pics from my family's visit to IKEA and zhenning's birthday (: enjoy! i think it's time to get a phone with better camera. still, these are pretty decent shots for a 1.2Mp camera, don't you think?

having the urge to get a trim and cut my fringe cause i just realised that my last haircut was 3 months ago :/ not sure which hair saloon to get one though. i've also lived with coloured hair for 3 months but the novelty has pretty much worn off and i forget all the time that my hair isn't totally black -_-

:( i ordered a white top from gojane through my sister who was conducting a spree, as there was only white and black available whereas there wasn't any stock for blue, orange and yellow which i would much rather get. now, on the website, there's orange and yellow only! i want! bleurgh. this is fustrating @:/

2008-02-25T00:15:00.010+08:00

happy 17th birthday kong!!

2008-02-23T01:17:00.007+08:00

still contemplating whether or not i should return to work (my current job) on weekends upon starting school. several factors to think about:

1) an hour is spent travelling to town + another hr travelling home.
2) travelling is expensive. appx $3.80 a day; $1.55 + $0.35 ! (hopefully it'll be better with poly fare- concession?)
3) no need to really use brains while working, which is good actl. gives the mind a break from studying i guess.

don't want to think of more factors but for every choice given, there'll be definately be pros + cons. will have to decide soon though :(

P.S. edited my blogskin till 3am & it still looks kinda out of place. however, it's late and i have to go to sleep already. got to stick to this weird blogskin at the moment. paiseh.

2008-02-19T23:00:00.009+08:00

really nice song!

if you're feeling bored, go browse through youtube for nigahiga's videos! they're all really entertaining :D can't stop sniggering when i watch 'em. check out jeff durham's archmed the dead terrorist video while you're at it as well! (:

so now you know what i do online! i can spend all day wasting time watching meaningless stuff like these.. and i haven't even finished e zuo ju zhi wen! (still at episode 13 i think) -.-

2008-02-19T01:06:00.008+08:00

posting results to be released at 8am!

.. and hoping that it'll be good news for everyone i know (: good luck to all! if they really do SMS me, then i'll be waking up to the message containing my future course. hahah. cool =)

work was rather fun :D made new friends & should be meeting a few of them for lunch on wednesday! too bad i won't be going back to IS soon. oh and i bought a wallet from the lesportsac wagon which was pretty cheap (: spent such a long time deciding whether or not to buy -_- should really stop getting stuff on impulse!

oh and kong, i'll be free on the 25th! no worries! :D

/edit

i got posted to NP, tourism & resort management! they messaged at 6.38AM. so early! excited about starting school. hahah :)

2008-02-18T02:33:00.004+08:00

it's pretty late now and i can't seem to sleep! :/ urgh.

just opened up all my ang pows and was thinking.. the adults withdraw money from banks to put into our red packets and afterwhich, we'll deposit the money into our bank accounts. why don't they use i-banking and transfer the money to us directly? naw, i know isn't possible. however, it does seem like quite a waste depositing the straight, new money back to the bank o____o

thinking of a new address for my blog. will move when a new one is set up :) *how does one even pronounce the french word in my current one, anyway?!

silence; pressure. it stifles the still environment, causing the moment to freeze in time. uncertaintly lies ahead, a path not travelled. experience doesn't make a difference.. the scenario always changes. what can i do?

2008-02-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

yihui ! :D KONG !
3 of us! (minus jamie)

had a day out with yihui (: we went bowling, where we got "chased" out in 45 min. hrmph. still feeling kinda sore about it. read magazines in WM library after that. had to pay for $12 fine before they allowed me to borrow anything. pffffff.

watched Kung Fu Dunk as well. it's a pretty good movie :D omg jay chou's eyes are super small. hahah. met up with kong and we each bought a flower for yh's mum whose birthday is today (actually ytd cause i'm blogging past midnight). saw many people i knew also, don't know why. my aunt, cousin, lizanne, erica, lunxi, peishan, meiqi. anyway, thank you yihui and kong as well for a good day! (:

alright, got to rest. good night !

2008-02-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

PHOTO UPDATE! (:

forgot when&where this was taken.
in chinaaa. my bro took this with his phone.

same here. in the wax museum.

the day yihui, jam & vincent sent me off at changi MRT! haha.

POON.

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CNY pictures

my cousin, daniel. he's always up for photo-taking!

family shot at uncle's house (:
tong & bin.
siblings :D
pink toenails.
woo! tie!

i think he wore the same outfit for day 1 & 2.

2008-02-10T01:59:00.000+08:00

OMG. i forgot to ask sam about the class outing thingy tmr! anyway, it'll most likely be that i won't be able to turn up. so... nevermind then :( work = no social life.

called yan just now at night to ask her about my bro's tuition & ended up having a long chat with her on the phone (: it was like we were having verbal diahorrea. talk, talk, talk. hahah!

GOOD NIGHT! i really have to go sleep or will have a headache again. urgh. it's amazing how a short post like this takes me 20 minutes to write! :O

2008-02-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

blog(skin) is successfully revamped! :D

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONEEE. will blog about my new year complete with photos next time when my brother isn't bugging me for the lappie (:

2008-02-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

good morning! (:

除夕夜守岁压岁踩岁! that's what i'm doing now, by not sleepingg. just wondering when i can go to sleep cause at the rate i'm going, i'm not gonna sleep at all & end up zombie-like later on in the day ):

happy lunar new year to all ! :D

./edit}
alrighty, imma go sleep now. (3.12am already) hahah. i'm a filial daughter! 8)

P.S. click on the 4/2 class pic to take a look at everyone's faces! i rly miss the class. hahah. happy holidays! :B

2008-02-06T00:58:00.000+08:00

hah, that day, my sis was telling me animatedly about how I would sometimes snore and talk in my sleep. Everyone snores! I mean, at the very least, we would breathe rather heavily while sleeping so I guess it’s a very common occurrence. And sleep talking, well it doesn’t hurt anyone! It simply means that we’re dreaming (:

anywayyy, she’s snoring really loudly right now but I can’t blame her cause she hasn’t had proper sleep for 3 days due to rushing out projects and stuff :B

pretty sad that I won’t be able to visit CSS tomorrow (though technically it’s today cause it’s already past mid-night) but what can I do? My time’s being dominated by work currently. Thanks for asking me though, yihui! :D I’ve not been forgotten.. sniff sniff. But I’ll be free next Monday! (11 feb). anyone want to go house visiting or celebrate an early valentine’s? I don’t mind. Haw haw.

Been questioning myself about why I’m working now to earn money. As in, what the money is for. I know many guys work just to save up for electronic devices such as PSP and that’s what my cousin did (& what my bro is planning to do in the future). But for myself, there’s no particular reason.

In the end, I told my dad that I’m saving up for my first car, though I doubt that I might even take driving lessons in the future. The money will all go somewhere in the future, right? I’ll decide then. Hahah.

Goodnight! (:

2008-02-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

sigh. my dad was feeling emo ytd and talked to me about stuff. he thinks too much, seriously. i'm glad that at least the relief of getting my results is over (for him) cause he was really worried that pple would use that against him, saying that he had ruined my life (and results) due to all the environmental and situational changes. thank goodnesssss. CNY's gonna be quite awkward, i think. 0____0

do we adapt to the environment or does the environment adapt to us? a friend has changed quite abit and it isn't a pretty sight. have i changed, then, to have such a view? arghh.

anyway... where's our year books? & class photos? ):

2008-02-02T12:11:00.000+08:00

okay, i really am sick. so is my sister. flu bug's going around :(

went to kbox with my mum yesterday. imagine how horrible we sounded.. one with a blocked nose and the other with cough. *ahem* then i went to meet my sis and bro at JP where my sis got a haircut while bro went to look at gundam at toysRus. after that, the 3 of us had dinner at swensens. heheee :P

dong dong dong qiang! got to get ready for work already. byebye!

2008-01-31T11:49:00.000+08:00

think i'm becoming sick soon ): my morning sinus is not only 'operating' in the morning! it happens at night too, maybe in the daytime as well. booo. for the time being, i'm refraining myself from eating bak kwa. you see, for a period of time (i think a week), i was eating a piece of bak kwa a day and drinking close to nil water. so now, more water please!

CNY is coming in a week's time! time sure if flyinggg (:

i have another off day from work tomorrow. anyone wants to go kbox with me? pretty please?

2008-01-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

awww, e zuo zhu zhi wen is so sweet. (:

and i feel like such a bad friend, not knowing what my role should be at this point in time. i know i shouldn't always blame work for not being able to take time out. i miss fourtwo.

metinee, i'll miss you!

2008-01-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

ahahah. i just submited my JAE online application ! :D

pheww. no need to worry anymore about what i want to study, cos it's all in fate's hands now. i guess vising all the poly open houses and reading up about them didn't help at all. only filled up 7 of the 12 choices and all the courses are from NP & SP, where i wasn't interested in going at all initially.

in the end, distance still matters. tp is really, seriously out of the way. 3h 20min travelling a day? naw, it's too much for anyone to handle. design didn't turn out to be the answer afterall as well.

thank you, mrs lim (:

2008-01-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

vincent! jam and vince
again!
jordan & liu hao (china man)
jackie, vince & i (plus darren in background)
jam, vince, kong, jackie
kong looks startled. hahah (:
poon!
kong!
tan!
jackie's ice-cream.

uhm, the pictures were taken 2 days ago after we got back our results. swensens! :P

oh yah, i went roller-blading with padey yesterday and fell down for the first time while blading in many years! o___o on both of my elbows are now huge blue-blacks. i've got 2 on my right elbow and the one i can see is slightly larger in size than a 50 cent coin i think.

an aunty at work applied medicated oil and helped me to rub it. looks alot more terrible now as it's dark pink! looks like i got beaten up. hahah.

courses still not veh sure. i'm running out of time to consider!

2008-01-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

E Zuo Ju Zhi Wen! :D

the show's not too bad. watched the first 7 episodes today (wow that's like, 7 hours! lol) [: it's pretty interesting but their relationship is progressing far too slowly, so much so that it's kind of unbearable!

did better for O levels than expected :D though my L1R5 is still a few points more than the school's average of 11, i still feel pretty happy for my results! it's nice to feel that all the hard work has paid off and the money, time, sweat & tears didn't simply go to waste as well.

however, i'm now facing the dilemma of having to choose the poly course i want to get into.. seriously stuck between choices. i've got to be honest- initially thought that getting into the design course i want would be a breeze & that there's nothing more to think about the selection. in the end, it seems like a waste of my 'points' to get into the course. i don't know.. i still need to think about it.urgh.

anyway, i scored 14 for L1R5 & 11 for L1R4. both are raw scores.

and lastly, to those who didn't do as well as they hoped, at least you've tried your best. no one can deny that fact. be proud that you've managed to emerge from this "battle" victorious! the future is in your hands! :D i'm proud of everyone. commonwealth sec is missed dearly.

2008-01-23T01:33:00.000+08:00

that's yan and i in the picture above, during the sec one orientation camp. i miss quite a few people but not in that i-have-a-crush-on-you way. it's just the lack of companionship and familiarity nowadays. feels weird.

met up with zhiying, her friend & siew rong during my lunch break over at wisma. we were talking about random stuff i think, but was mostly about our results. i miss the tuition people! :(

hmmm. i realise i've not had a heart-to-heart talk with anyone for a long time. however, there's nothing much going on in my heart that i can talk about in the first place. hahha. boring life lahhxz. how much can one discuss/lament/talk about work when work was spent stoning and willing time to pass faster? things are so mundane.

and if i think that my life now is boring + aimless, what about those who are working the same job i'm doing but full-time? gosh, i really don't want to live my life this way in the future. must really plan it all out first and work towards my goals :D can't stand the thought of living life without fulfilment. not quite sure how to phrase this, but yah. hopefully you get what i mean.

maybe i'll dream of my future when i sleep and wake up with my life's plans all laid out nicely for me. hahaha. goodnight! :)

2008-01-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

21 january.

the MRT ride home today was rather interesting. a guy who claimed that he's from The Philippines asked for directions to the station from the underpass and i accompanied him till city hall. it felt rather weird though. he shook my hand and we exchanged names & he asked for my number (so that he could msg or smth) and of course i refused to. then he thought for a moment and went, "oh, i get it! no.. i good guy, not bad guy. ah, never mind.." {his english isn't very good/fluent} it was quite funny. hahah.

later on, when i sat down at jurong east, i saw charles sitting opposite me (: hahah. i still remember when he rolled up his pants like a farmer during the CCA open house when i was in sec 2 cause he felt too warm in long pants. can also recall jeffrey going "ahhhh" with his mouth open, looking at his (ahem, weird) reflection in the trophies and that we all copied his movements.

oh and lastly, thursday is THE DAY. the 16/17 year olds at work were telling me today but i didn't believe them cause i thought it was supposed to be friday. yah, until my brother messaged me and asked if i knew it'll be on thursday. felt really stupid after that. anyway. THE DAY = collecting 'O' level results day =O

2008-01-18T12:03:00.000+08:00

anyway, i was just looking through the pictures we took in china and realised that i've not posted up any! :B will do it next time when i find the time to resize & upload them into photobucket (:

went back to css to help out yesterday and it was really fun! :D the maze game is fun yeah? :P it did get rather fustrating, however, when the sec 1s were taking their own sweet time to get into the maze, leaving some of their team-mates outside even after 1 minutes plus. but it was a great (and sweaty) experience overall :]

after leaving school, met up with my mum and we went to far east + bugis street to shop. i swear, the stuff at bugis are so much cheaper than at far east. plus, both places sold some stuff

which were exactly the same but had vastly different prices. enjoyed the time with her as well (:

this sums up my day off. *big smile*

oh, and now that i'm not registered under any government-aided school (aka JCs), i'm being charged adult fare when i travel! fellow non-PAE friends, i know you share my pain. travelling to and from work is so expensive. $4.50 okay! but i've thought of a solution :D that is to pay by coins! ez-link card is still blue in colour, which means paying by coins is still under student fare + student meals are still at hand! whee. (too bad i didn't think of this earlier) :O

2008-01-15T10:17:00.000+08:00

interior design or visual comm? which polyyyy? ): i can't believe that going to the open houses made me even more confused about my choices. to think that i already had my future all planned out! hahaha. oh well :)

and when are the results being released?! O__O

2008-01-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

went shopping by myself after work yesterday night. first such experience snd i kinda enjoyed it :)

2008-01-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

i think chinese new year is coming soon? don't have the time to shop for new clothes & this is rather pathetic. the main purpose of working was/is to earn money but now, money's earned but without the time to spend it. however, i can't complain about my predicament, as this is what i had chosen (by myself) in the first place. gah.

went to TP & NYP's open house yesterday. thank you tan, kong, bingxin! (: so yah, finally got to visit TP but it was a short visit and ended with me having a terrible tummyache as we were heading to the bus-stop =S goshhh. and now, want to for SP's open house as well, because i didn't ask about the course while i was there previously >_< regret!!

ate dinner at JEC with my dad just now and i saw quite a few css-ians like kahyong and kangjie. COMMONWEALTH!! :D

P.S. yes, i do realise that every single entry nowadays will mention work. sorry!

2008-01-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

am i becoming cao4 lao3 or what?! it started from the day we went to get winter stuff for the china trip. the salesgirl thought my sister + i were only 1 year apart (and that i was the older one. thanks man). then at china itself, it happened again: tourmates asked who was the older sibling {between the 16 year old and the 19 year old}.

i'd prefer to think that my (7cm taller than me) sister looks young or that we look so alike till people cannot think straight looking at both of us at the same time. LOL.

today, full-timer from the brand toscano asked me if i was 17 or 18? it was followed by a shocked reaction upon knowing my actual age. we've been talking everyday and she couldn't tell? hahaha. lousy =S

can't wait for my day off! want to wear normal outing clothes out of the house for once, instead of the 'black from head to toe' outfit i have on everyday. imagine standing infront of your wardrobe and thinking: should i wear that totally black top, or that totally black t-shirt? (like it actually makes a difference since they all look the same!)

2008-01-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

reallyyyy tired ): i'm working as much as the full-timers!

& i miss school terribly.

this is incredibly dumb. on my next off day, i'm going to have to go to several poly's open houses, meet up with my mum, go roller-blading and go shopping. crazy lah, as though i can split myself up into many pieces like that!

my eyes aren't opening properly anymore (12.20am already). goodnight.

2008-01-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

someone at work scared me today. shall not say why. i prefer the people at I.S. so much more (: love working among the fellow teenagers! hahah. want to shop online but i just applied for i-banking only. will have to wait several more days till i can check my bank account's info online.

heard from zhiying that O levels results will be out on 18 JAN. super nerve-wrecking! that's only around 12 days later. the prospect of it is really scary lah. just think: my entire future depends on it! :/

lastly, i want to go shopping!

it's only a month to CNY. how time flies! [:

2008-01-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!

firstly, i'd like to say that i miss everyone so much! i really do. And i miss commonwealth pretty badly as well. call me a loser, but i'll have to admit that i enjoy going to school a whole lot. too late to regret also, as i have this teensy bit of envy of my friends going off for their JC orientation. regret that i didn't sign up for PAE and at least try out JC life before confirming my decision to go poly. oh well. now, i can't wait to start school. BUT it'll be so many months later! :(

only one off day a week from work and i've been really busy. went for countdown yesterday at marina with zhenning, jamie, yihui and bingxin after work. watched fireworks. so pretty! :D there was a hugeass pillar in front blocking half the view but it was nice nonetheless. i really enjoyed spending time with you girls! thank you so much for the good times (:

finally got to go to ikea! heheh. ate their swedish meatballs for the first time. the gravy is soo yummy :P i want to go to tampines ikea! maybe next time. haha. i love my new pillow!